Nothing

I feel like I'm always the bigger person in any friendship. I'm always the first person to try and make things up. They tell me I'm always very happy even when I'm running on 2 hours of sleep. It gets tiring. It does take a toll on me. I always think that maybe if I didn't have friends this wouldn't have happened. Sometimes it feels like a task. A job I need to complete. I don't think it's supposed to be that way. I'm only on this site because I'm not able to speak to anyone about this. They'd probably think it's stupid. The more I think about it makes me think that it's not a big deal. I always joke around with people, and I'm decently okay at giving out advice. I like listening to people, listening to what happened in their day. This is also why I can't seem to tell others anything that's outside of a joke, which is why I'm here. There was really no point of this. Just a way to vent for a bit. I'm sure no one is going to read this, but it really helped anyway.

---

anonymous Miscellaneous April 11, 2020 at 11:15 pm 1 0