Average

I am a high school senior trying desperately to apply to scholarships, which is so discouraging because I feel so inadequate!!!! I'm a good student, but not great. I'm, a good leader, but not great. I'm a good musician, but not great. I did extracurriculars, but not enough. I have nothing to say. I took 2 AP classes and got maybe like 1 B maybe 2 my entire high school career- the rest were As, but that's not straight As so it's not impressive. I did 1 sport and sucked even though I did it all 4 years.
I'm mad that I'm average and I'm mad that I feel that way and I'm mad that my best friend is gone because she always handled my rants and always made me feel better and I'm mad that I'm mad! I don't want to live an entire life ahead of me, yet I've wasted so much of it. And I have a whole rest of my life I have to live day after day without my best friend.

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anonymous School January 29, 2022 at 6:34 pm 0 0