I give up

I'm living in a life where I'm oppressed, shun, ignored, look down upon... I'm living a comfortable life but everyone around me looks at me as if I'm a mistake, a burden, bothersome, worthless... That includes my family. My "friends"... They spit out sweet words but they don't want to listen to my real feelings. They most likely think I'm just a bitching brat. Everyone, they think of me as a liability. I feel like the world hates me. I also get unnecessary hate in the internet, ruining the last things that I find happiness from. Why should I live if I'm only getting floored by anyone...? I just really want to die so bad. I bet no one will remember me if I die and they'll probably even celebrate. I don't want to be here anymore. Everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong... My life is a big "wrong" too, I know. Please... someone end my suffering... I don't want to be a human mistake anymore...

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cmvl Friends December 07, 2020 at 1:34 am 0 0