My awful friend

I have this friend and she used to be nice and stuff ig... i used to be happy with her before, but during last summer holidays she was such a bitch. She purposely left me out of this day out we were supposed to have, im not gonna go to in depth. (btw im in a trio... unfortunately.. although i like one of the girls, just not the one im ranting about, ill call her Emily for now).

After the summer school holidays, i felt like shit, she practically ruined it for me and it was hard to stay happy the whole time. I didnt wanna go back to school and i very much suffered in silence

Fast forwarding to time now, she is still a piece of shit and she always treats me like a therapist... bro, im 16 and i have my own problems. It's so emotionally draining listening to someones problems all the time when you have your own. She drives me insane. She always texts me EVERY GOD DAMN WEEKEND to meet up or hang out or something when all i wanna do is be by myself or spend time with family. And if im not free for a weekend or im with someone else, she gets angry?? Like?? Tf am i supposed to do, it's not like i can cancel all of my plans just for someone i hate..

The thing is, i dont think she realises that i hate her, i told my mum, brother, nan and one of my teachers about emily and my nan even called her manipulative.

She rants about her problems and expects me to do something, she asks me to hang out every weekend and its just so fucking annoying.

Honestly, i'm moving to college soon and unfortunately, Emily is going to the same one as me but I JUST HOPE THAT ILL DRIFT AWAY FROM HER because i physically cannot stand that bitch anymore, this is clearly not normal human behavior.

The sad thing is, i dont deserve this, no one would've deserved this either. I've been manipulated without even realising it for a while. And because emily is so talkative about her issues, i now despise people who talk about their problems, but i shouldnt. Friends should always help EACHOTHER with their problems and listen to eachother, but emily isnt like that. she never listens to me and doesnt care about my problems, which makes the friendship extremely one sided. I just need to stay strong until ive done highschool and moved on.

In the future, i hope to look back at this situation and be like "wow this was so fucking stupid ,but im glad im past it now" because i never ever want to talk to emily again

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Jess Friends February 18, 2022 at 6:57 pm 0 0