why would you do that on your own bday. What's so bad in your life that's making you want to do that?

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Haru 4 years ago

are you okay?

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anonymous 4 years ago

I am not going to shame you for wanting to do this but please do not you are only 12 and the life span is around 80(if you are healthy) idk what you are going through but as hard as it seems it can be fixed there are trillions of cells in your body working hard to keep you alive so please do not

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anonymous 4 years ago

I hope that this person did not kill themself they are 12 and i wonder. How their parents must feel or maybe im just overreacting and they did not kill themself

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anonymous 4 years ago

I don't know if you ended up following through with your plans, but if you're still here, I'd like to remind you that you matter. I'm not some nosy adult saying this, either. I'm 14, and sometimes I think of suicide, too, but then I remind myself of all the things I have to live for. You have things to live for, too. Sometimes it might be hard to see them, but they're there. You just have to look.
Think about it. I'm sure a lot of family and friends would miss you, more people than you think. If you don't have any friends, that's okay, I don't, either. I know that you'll find a friend in the future, even if it takes a while. Do you have any pets, or just an animal that you like? If you die, you'll never get to see that pet or animal again. You'd miss out on so many other things, too. Your favorite food. That outfit you look awesome in. That song you totally love. Adorable photos of puppies. Hilarious memes. Weekends. Summer break. Your favorite hobby. Beautiful sunsets. Binge-watching shows. The comfort of a warm hug. Video games. Reading your favorite book. Relaxing and doing nothing. Smiling and laughing, and genuinely meaning it.
You might not have all of those great things in your life right now, and that's okay. Life can suck sometimes. But I promise you that there's at least one good thing, one thing worth living for, in your life right this moment. And I'm sure that there are even more good things in your future. Growing up. Going to college if that's your plan, then getting a job. Buying your own place. Getting married and having kids, if you want. Becoming stronger and wiser every day. Encouraging other people who are depressed and suicidal. Telling them that if you overcame it, they can, too.
Please call a suicide hotline the next time you feel like killing yourself. You can use the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. There IS hope, and you DO matter.

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anonymous 4 years ago

This is sad, and we're all just reading it, feeling as helpless as a 12 year old makes us. All I can think to say is everybody just stop all of it and breathe.

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anonymous 2 years ago