Prob the craziest relationship every

So this boy, we're gonna call him bunny. Me and bunny met thru a mutual friend when i was 12 and he was 13. (He's Hispanic and black and I'm black) he was my first kiss and the first person i smoked with. Since he had been my first kiss of course i developed feelings and when i told him he said that he liked me too so we began to date. now i cant tell you dates or how long we dated for (the first time) but if you keep up with the ages, you'll be ok. We broke up a couple weeks before school started (my 7th grade, his 8th) me and bunny didn't go to the same school. January of that year our mutual friend passed, which brought us back together. We were together in February when he got shot. Now, bc we were 12 and 13 no one really took our relationship serious but when he was in the hospital for 2 weeks i fell into depression for the first time. His father noticed and kinda took me in and checked in me regularly while his mom wouldn't let me see him and just hated me bc she thought it was my fault, it kinda was but not completely. About 3 weeks after bunny got out of the hospital, his dad died from a heart attack, which bunny felt like it was his fault from causing stress. So while grieving from the death i also had to be there for bunny, which was incredibly draining. after a few weeks i was starting to notice that bunny had been taking pills and drinking a lot. in December the year before his grandmother died so he was dealing with a lot to be so young. When bunny began to drink he could become angry and because i was always there or on the phone, he would take his anger out on me, verbal abuse. we broke up but continued to be friends which never works when you have a certain relationship with someone. a few months later we began to talk again and decided to become a couple with no title. it was working fine until his ex sent me a video of her being in he's room while me and bunny were on the phone. i know, full disrespect. I cut him off. About 2 months into 8th grade for me(9th for him) he told me he was moving to a different state and sent a whole paragraph how he loved me and blah blah blah. i fell for it and it ended quickly and badly. we didn't start talking again till January 2020(im 14, hes 15) not in a relationship way just as friends and it was nice till he fell off the grid. In October(im 15, hes 16) in made an attempt by OD and his mom let me know. He was in the hospital for about a week and everyone agreed that it was time that he got help. He had 2 weeks before he was sent to a mental hospital/ rehab. i was on the phone till the second he walked into the door. I had to be on the bus in 15 mins, i cried the whole time getting ready bc i knew that was the last time i would talk to bunny. I couldn't tell yall every detail of our relationship bc its so deep and complex that its hard to put into words. there were threats, verbal fights, physical fights, passion, manipulation, lies, its so much that we both know that no matter how much we love each other we could never be together. bunny got released March 2021, i only know that bc he texted me saying we wishes me the best. god i miss him.

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anonymous Relationships June 22, 2021 at 3:12 am 0 1