I just asked

I just asked my mom a question and she immediatley yelled at me for it.
I dont know why she is being like that when I have done nothkng to provoke a reaction like that.
But why am I even wondering. Its always been like this with her. I always had to deal with her unpredictable reactions. I can never tell her anything without being scared off her flipping her shit. Its like I have to walk on eggshells around her. Im starting to question if she even cares about me anymore.
I love her. Of course I do, she's my mom after all and I feel so ungrateful for feeling like this.
Since I have made this major decision in my life, I just feel like she isn't proud of me anymore.
I feel like if something really serious happened to me, she would straight up not care. Its so scary that I am so sure that she will do nothing if I experienced something horrible. Shed probably just shrig it off or go like wELl yOuR sEnSiTivE. I cant even hold a conversation with her anymore. She takes nothing I say serious, except for when she can use something I said to push herself into the fuxking victim role.
I just feel like she has become indifferent to me. As if I am not her child anymore but just some kid that lives where her child used to be.

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Beebop Parents April 24, 2022 at 4:27 pm 0 0