Abuse survivor

Hi, I am a survivor of child abuse, i second hand witnessed my older sister get abused for 7 years. I have been emotionally abused by both of my parents and they convinced me my sister was bad until I realized at the late age 17 they were lying. I was the golden child, my brother was the golden child/scape goat depending on the day and my older sister was the scape goat. I no longer love myself and feel guilty for the past. I can still hear and see my sister being abused even though its been years. My dad has insulted me and I'm scared of him because he is the one who beat my sister. My mom treats me like a princess but if I stand up to her she gets mad and threatens to cut off my allowance which I need to feed my pets. I am tired of feeling scared almost all day, I just stay in my room and am planning on moving out soon. Today is just one of the days the trauma is hitting worse.

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Gabby Parents December 01, 2020 at 5:25 pm 2 0