fuck siblings their assholes

who needs an alarm clock when you can just stay up all night because the sounds of your siblings talking keep you up???? currently 2:35 AM here and I can hear these fucks talking while playing fucken Minecraft, its Saturday so tomorrow I won't be able to sleep in again bc its Sunday ill have 2 wake up early for Monday. Fuck these inconsiderate useless asshole fucks. Seriously my older sister especially im breaking off contact with her as soon as I'm able to I wish she never existed she is a useless ugly fuckhead that deserves the worst. I would wish anything on her that's how much I hate her. I wish it was her instead of me that has to deal with this, she's the type of person to call you a retard for being mentally ill then post on her insta story to 'check-up' on people. Just fuck her. I hate her. I hate anything to do with her. My own hatred for her is stressing me out so bad. I go out of my way to avoid her, I don't feel safe around her anymore, I constantly lock my door, I never let her in my room, I try and avoid talking to her, and never willingly do anymore, sometimes when I hear her voice I close my ears as tight as I can even if it hurts to try and block it because it is a disgusting high-pitched distorted tone to me that drips of shit. whys it me. I wish I was what I want to be. I know I can't do anything about it, I need to grow up, but she's 17 and still, an immature privileged brat she doesn't know how to ride a bus for fucks sakes, has no priorities, is useless, staying 2 yrs in hs for being a lazy piece of shit so she'll graduate at 19 I assume. she is useless, worthless, an attention-seeker, and pathetic. I know I am better than her but it still feels good to insult her, it feels good to be able to make fun of her in my head for stupid shit, in fact, it helps me cope with..everything. I know it's pathetic and I know I sound like a jealous asshole here but wtv. feels so good to rant to nobody. I wanna be like every other 14 yr old, like not mentally unstable and suicidal, why do some people my age seem to want the illnesses I have so bad. people take things like depression too lightly. One of these days I swear to you I will kill myself, and if I can I will bring this disgusting bitchface rat along with me. XOXO

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Fluffysadly,, Siblings February 27, 2022 at 2:51 am 0 0