I don t know

okay, so idk if i like him or not but right how id say no pretty much. i mean its not anything special but i keep thinking about having conversations with him like random cute scenarios and they don't help me focus. I can control them sometimes but sometimes i can't and it sucks. I have a science exam tomorrow and i don't wanna flunk it. LIke i can't imagine messing up in science or maths or ssc or english or german or AI. thats all my subjects but then i want to focus and i just need like a good creative outlet for scenarios bcz thats the best way to deal with this. FOr eg:- beetlebug writes songs out of the creative scenarios in their mind. Its a pretty cool way. I could draw, sing or idk make smth out of these. i just have to look for the outlet. venting is seriously very helpful. i think. i love writing or typing things out in my broken and stupid sentence structures without having any pressure on me. tthis is a cool stress buster bcz i can't and idk how to make my queen's court rn but till then rants are the best.

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rantie Crushes September 14, 2022 at 11:28 pm 0 3