AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

everything in my life is going wrong. i should be studying for the debate thats happening in a few days which is a very important grade so i really cant mess this up.. but i just cant bring myself to start workin g§%)(§U%=)(/ im just drowning in self hatred while i feel like everyone in my class has their shit together except for me. as if this isnt already enough stuff to deal with, i cant stop obsessing over what i eat and how much i weigh and how my body looks! there is no second in my life where i can just relax for a while, i wish i could just fall asleep forever, away from any responsibilities, stress and depression.
but i know its not that easy... i wish i could get better but i dont think i will,,, i cant imagine myself without all these things. who would i even be without them?

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anonymous School April 23, 2022 at 10:44 am 0 0